Perplexed?

Sometimes we don’t know what we want in life ..

For e.g.
Today morning I got up at 8 Am , that is 20 mins early than my normal time. Didn’t have to cook lunch as we had to go for team lunch ( BTW my team is the Worstest and sucks in case of team lunches , we have the most quietest and boring lunches ) So I got ready and was at the bus stop by 9.10 Am that is 20 mins early than my normal time.

This is it, as if I was hypnotized, I was just standing at the bus stop, One after the other I left almost 7-8 Sarjapura buses ( Which drop me to office gate ). Yeah I know I was waiting for the AC Volvo but I was aware that it will not come until 9.35 Am atleast. I saw my fellow wiproites boarding the local buses , the low fare ones , and even some of them taking the auto rickshaw.

I didn’t know what to do ? To spend Rs. 50-60 in auto, to take the crowded state transport or to wait for the Volvo. I just didn’t know.

It was like my senses were on a short break, none of them responding. How will they , my brain was not commanding to them anything. So even though I got up early I ended up reaching office at the same time!

It is same with LIFE as well. Sometimes our senses don’t work and we don’t know what to do ! So many decisions to be taken but just exactly which one will take you to your goals either personal or professional we don’t know. The solution is sit back and relax , give it some time. Every puzzle will be solved and every move will be justified, we just have to control the wilderness of our thoughts. Everything will fall in place. Just wait and watch , time is THE solution. And you will say, this is what I wanted all my life !

Wait a sec, are you saying , you waited for something and you didn’t get it. :-) well its give and take, If one door is closed another will open soon … Just stay tuned.

Pale blue dot

Excerpted from a commencement address delivered May 11, 1996. Image from Voyager 1, 1990, voice by Carl Sagan.

"You ever heard of, every human being who ever lived, lived out their lives. The aggregate of all our joys and sufferings, thousands of confident religions, ideologies and economic doctrines, every hunter and forager, every hero and coward, every creator and destroyer of civilizations, every king and peasant, every young couple in love, every hopeful child, every mother and father, every inventor and explorer, every teacher of morals, every corrupt politician, every superstar, every supreme leader, every saint and sinner in the history of our species, lived there on a mote of dust, suspended in a sunbeam.
"The earth is a very small stage in a vast cosmic arena. Think of the rivers of blood spilled by all those generals and emperors so that in glory and in triumph they could become the momentary masters of a fraction of a dot. Think of the endless cruelties visited by the inhabitants of one corner of the dot on scarcely distinguishable inhabitants of some other corner of the dot. How frequent their misunderstandings, how eager they are to kill one another, how fervent their hatreds. Our posturings, our imagined self-importance, the delusion that we have some privileged position in the universe, are challenged by this point of pale light.
Our planet is a lonely speck in the great enveloping cosmic dark. In our obscurity -- in all this vastness -- there is no hint that help will come from elsewhere to save us from ourselves. It is up to us. It's been said that astronomy is a humbling, and I might add, a character-building experience. To my mind, there is perhaps no better demonstration of the folly of human conceits than this distant image of our tiny world. To me, it underscores our responsibility to deal more kindly and compassionately with one another and to preserve and cherish that pale blue dot, the only home we've ever known."

Cosmology ...

http://visav.phys.uvic.ca/~babul/AstroCourses/P303/BB-slide.htm